There are five piles of folded laundry on my dining room table...and I am so thankful. I just feel incredibly blessed this morning. It's amazing to me what God can do. Just 3 years ago we were waiting on Baby Asher to be born at this time of year. I never imagined in my wildest dreams that we would have another baby after him...it's amazing...Claire is amazing...Katie is amazing...Asher is amazing. Even though there are difficult moments, and sometimes when I feel like I can't take another minute, and nights when I barely sleep, I still feel so lucky. I never dreamed that I would be able to be a stay at home mom, to just be privileged to take care of my family full time. I was thinking of that a couple of nights ago. I remember trying to think of excuses to reschedule appointments and take a little extra time off to spend at home when I was working. I just wanted to be home, to hold Katie and Asher, to catch up on dishes, to do something crafty, to fold laundry...and now I have five piles!